AUGH!

Last night, my MySpace account was hijacked, and this crazy person sent these nasty porn things to everyone on my friends list. I, of course, was busy at school and rehearsal last night, and not privy to this information until this morning. And now I feel horrible. What a way to start a morning. And it started out so well, with a breakfast buffet (french toast sticks and quiche...yummy!). I am angry and I feel horrible, knowing that it must have offended people. Fortunately, I received some comments from people saying that I must've been hijacked, because I was saying things very out of character for me. I feel better knowing that people recognize that the substance of those bulletins was not in any way something that I would promote or send to all my friends. I don't know how I can feel guilty for something that I absolutely did not do, or have anything to do with, but I feel bad nonetheless.

I also feel oddly vulnerable and defeated. It's like someone assumes your identity for a few minutes, and you don't know what it yours and what is theirs anymore. It's a weird feeling to know that someone had access to my account for any reason. It feels like it should be so much safer than that.

So I'm setting to work this morning, doing something I never expected to have to do this morning, and that is cleaning up my reputation. It got a little dirty last night, through no fault of my own, and it needs to be super, super clean so I can go about my life again. Again, I'm sorry to any of you that my hijacker offended. Tomorrow is another day, hoping that this one isn't completely ruined already...